Reckless Driving and Lack of Purpose

to do because didn't didn't matter i figured deer runs out in front of me someone pulls out in front of me i was supposed to be dead that's just how it is and that sounds weird to say i've never really told anybody that before but it's the truth you're getting the reel here it says on a regular channel with that perspective i blew off school i didn't take it seriously i didn't follow what people expected of me in that sense because i just really didn't care i it was not important to me to follow that stuff because this little slice of whatever with doing car stuff was the only thing that gave me any light in the day-to-day like i was living for friday you know we're in high school every day is just terrible and it gets progressively better until you know you get to wednesday you're like all right there's some lady in a tunnel here thursday okay cool thursday it's a little bit better friday it's great cause you just can't wait for it to be over and then friday night you got fun you get nothing left to do saturday is great then you wake up sunday morning you're like crap this is my last day until that and then you know the day goes on sunday and sunday night you're just hating it because you know you got to wake up in the morning go back to all that crap again i couldn't stand it i just couldn't do it i just it was like a living hell the fact that i am able to do the things i do now where i don't care what day it is i actually look forward to monday because i can get more stuff done because more things are open that is so important to me that i take the time