Rejecting Conventional Paths and Embracing Personal Passions

that happened i thought maybe just they just got plucked you know oh randomly oh this guy yeah you you're gonna be famous i thought that's how it worked i think i tell most people think how it works and it's not and it wasn't until i started to blindly follow my desire to have a car fast enough to suck the blood out of my toes when i floored it that i started to inadvertently create a path to a life that didn't suck really me sitting down and talking about this to start this project was stemmed by this entire last month and i don't know if you can tell i'm covered in dirt i was just working on uncle rob and the entire month of april has just been one of those months where it seems like you you try everything you do everything nothing's going your way but you're like you know what screw it i can't quit i have to create my own momentum in the face of whatever it is that's just not letting me have any wins right now i gotta keep swinging i'm just going to keep swinging keep swinging well that's kind of what i've been doing and it's just been one of those months for everything i try ends up with me getting frickin kicked in the dick somehow it's just not happening it's not going the way i want it to i know you've all been there it's hard to deal with that especially