Paying It Forward: Sharing Experience and Knowledge

i know you've all been there it's hard to deal with that especially when you think you're trying everything you can and it's just not coming back up well that's something i want to talk about too but before we get into that what pissed me off to the point where it just clicked in my head that i needed to sit down and do this was i was cutting some um metal for uncle rob with some air shears which were underpowered for what i was trying to do but they were cutting it and i thought it was the easiest way to do it so i just kept doing it we'll ended up slicing the crap out of both of my thumbs and today has already been one of those days already and when that happened i was just done i was like you know there was nobody in here but i was if the walls could talk they would tell you that i was uh audibly angry and i just thought i don't know when it clicked in my head i was thinking you know maybe that idea i've had to sit down and talk about this stuff needs to be put out and the world is just kicking me in the face until i get the point across that i need to sit down and do this and when i had that thought all the burden of getting done when i was supposed to get done for the day let's just lift it i'm like well that's that's it that's why i need to do this and i put it off for this long because back then i didn't really feel like i was qualified to talk about things because i felt like i had a lot more to learn i felt like i hadn't really done anything yet but put together a car when i didn't know how to but now i wish i had been doing it so i could have seen myself grow a little bit in more detail but we're gonna start doing that now because i feel that i have perspective and information and lessons inside me from the things i've been through that can help so many of you that if i don't put out there i am doing a disservice because a lot of what i've learned almost everything i've learned in my mindset and all that stuff is completely derived from information that other people have put out there expecting no return that information and that gift of being able to see the world for something that does not suck that torch will not stop with me i have to pass it to you guys because i know there are many of you out there who are doing things that you're not necessarily happy with and even if you are happy with it there's going to be facets of things that you're not happy with things that you wish could be better and no other car channel people are really doing…