Initiating Future Site Clearing with Excavators

what gave me the bad feeling. I do know the new owners of the property and they are dear friends of mine. I don't think they'll be living there. So, we may get a little bit of uh work over there. I think I think we're going to take some machinery over and try to help them out. try to get the land cleared up so I didn't have to buy it in order to take you guys over and show you what's going on. But I wanted to update you. I am not selling the farm. I I've been overwhelmed with creating content here. I've been overwhelmed with taking care of this large piece of property. And to be honest with you, I've been overwhelmed with the feeling of what is this all for? To secondly be honest with you, I've met somebody that I really like a lot. Uh you guys may have seen her in in a prior video. Uh I really like her a lot. We've been getting along great. I think I've found uh a little bit of a new found purpose here. And uh I don't know, there's potential. there's potential that there could be a family here. You know, just just when you just are hanging on to the tiny thread of hope and that little tiny thread of hope seems to just go away from you, that's when something falls in your lap. And I'm not going to say that she fell in my lap, but she did fall into my arms. And I'm really happy with that, too. So, um that feeling of being overwhelmed and feeling of being down, uh which was driving me to want to downsize my life a little bit, uh is starting to go away. I will say this, I work very hard every day to try and bring some awesome content from the farm here and try to share the reality of rural life like this and starting a first generation farm. And I get put down a lot. A lot. I will say this guys, if you're seeing comments that are just horrible put downs, just please stop. Just please stop it. It weighs so heavy on me to wake up every morning and I sit down in front of my computer and I want to answer every single comment that I see and I'm berated and insulted all the time. And I don't care what anybody thinks. It's just not right. You're going to put yourself out there. you're supposed to be have a thicker skin. No, I'm not. People are supposed to behave and treat other people with respect and and gosh, it just weighs so heavy on you. As a content creator, and I've been doing this, I've been making videos on this farm for around 11 years now. [sighs] I'm not going anywhere, but gosh, it it when you wake up every morning to so much negativity in such a…