Embrace Commitment and Be Open to Opportunities

i just i i love it and i'm very frugal so it's just kind of like all right let's go take a risk and hope hope it pays off uh making all these videos but um that was kind of the risk i took you know when i started it you know i started you know it was like um you're you're taking a risk with your time and hoping that there's a payoff but if you enjoy it it's all good so i don't know i wouldn't say my mindsets really change that much it's definitely a trip like how many doors it's open but i still kind of look at youtube the same so i remember back in uh earlier this year so you were like man i could i can make more money detailing stuff and i can't these videos like i'm putting the youtube on ice and yeah so actually yeah so january basically so my goal my original goal was uh new year's my new year's resolution for 2019 was i need to start a youtube channel i'd already been thinking about buying an rv because i've been in the rv world and i did really well detailing rvs you know like i had a great reputation uh detailing rvs and i still have all my equipment i just put it on ice for right now because i'm focusing on the youtube january 1st of 2019 i made the goal and i wrote down all my goals at the beginning of the year that i'm gonna start a youtube channel and i'm gonna make 100 videos of the best stuff possible in the year of 2019 so i guess i was already holding myself to a high volume i had that volume measurement from which is a video every third day which most channels only do weekly so i was already already kind of holding myself at twice the standard of what the average channels were and and i went wait i mean i did i meant like 300 and almost 400 videos in a year and a half now so i've done way more than that original hundred but basically um i just wanted to try to make as many videos as possible and just see what would happen and then after the first year it was cool but it was it was taking away from my other business that i made a lot more money from you know it was like i was putting way too much time into this youtube which made a fraction you know like why am i investing you know half of my time or maybe even more than that into this youtube because i loved it it gets addicting i was putting way too much time into it so i was planning on basically putting it on ice and i really did like if you see like january 1st like i still like made some videos like if something was in front of me and it was like just while we were detailing like i'd…